My relationship with food is changing. My head wants the food. My head remembers what all the wonderful foods taste like. My head tells me to eat the food. My designer pouch/stomach tells me otherwise. It (I have not named my pouch yet, but it does seem deserving since it has a mind and personality of its own) does not like most food, and my taste buds do not remember how things should taste. Let me say, that is weird! I think I am now learning to eat for sustainability. Many people say they learn eating to live instead of living to eat. I still enjoy sitting in a restaurant chatting it up with company. I still enjoy the aromas coming from the kitchen when I cook. It is just the dynamics within my head and body have changed.
I am now down 59 pounds. I have been stuck at this weight for about 4 days now. I guess you could say this is my first stall. Most people have one at 3 weeks out, but I did not. I can definitely see a difference in my face now. I have this pencil point dimple on the right side of mouth that I haven't seen in several years. And I am still quite fascinated by the collar bones and hip bones that are quite apparent when I lie down.
I see Dr. Macik again this Thursday. I will post another update then.
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